Ready, Able

“ Life is about the way you perceive it.

The way you take in the ambience of your life.

The way you take in all of the things around you

And turn them into your music.”

There’s something I’m not doing.

There’s something inside me that needs to be released.

I feel restless and anxious and bottled up.

Talking with you makes me realize it.

I feel like I have no purpose.

My life lacks meaning.

Aside from you, obviously.

You’ve given me more meaning than I had ever known possible.

You made me realize there is meaning.

And I think that now that I have you,

I am beginning to feel something inside me that I haven’t tapped into yet.

I desperately feel the need for something.

Maybe my meaning is to love and care for you.

If that’s so, I’ll be over the moon.

But I need to figure it out. Whatever it is.

I don’t feel good about myself.

I don’t feel smart.

I feel like I can’t come up with anything interesting.

And I want to so badly.

What makes me feel the happiest?

You.

But there’s something else missing.

Like you said, I need to sit back and wait.

There’s no good from rushing things.

Maybe I feel like I need more life experience.

I need to go out and experience more.

Being with you has made me realize this.

Realize what is potentially mine to hold and experience.

You have your meanings.

I have my meaning.

I need to go in search of the other one.