Getting Crazy with the Cheese Wiz

So young. So attached.

You held my young blue eyes wide open, full of hope.

You were everything.

I didn't get to fully feel it but for a few times.

But when I did...

The entire world stopped

Everything came together in swirls of salty summer nights accompanied by

bright, orange moons hanging over oceans.

I was so wrapped up in all of it..

I could probably still smell those nights if I tried.

Always nights.

what truly fucking hurt

was that you didn't care.

completely alone, caring more than one knew how.

And now, all I can offer you is thanks.

"Soy un perdedor"

How true that really was.

bored on a thursday

Fucking bureaucracy.

It's stressing me out.

I just need to have things squared away,

maybe so I can stop wondering about my decision...

No.

I know what I want.

This is just what I do.

I've never been committed before.

It's what I've always wanted though.

Part of me is sad. I have spent a lot of time here.

I just feel...

blank.

I need you now more than ever.